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Friday, August 06, 2004
~*My Happy Ending*~
~*Avril Lavigne*~
So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
Let's talk this over
It's not like we're dead
Was it something I did?
Was it something you said?
Don't leave me hanging
In a city so dead held up so high
On such a breakable thread
You were all the things I thought of I knew
And I thought we could be
CHORUS
You were everything, everything that I wanted
We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it
And all the memories, so close to me, just fade away
All this time you were pretending
So much for my happy ending
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
You've got your dumb friends
I know what they say
They tell you I'm difficult
But so are they
But they don't know me
Do they even know you?
All the things you hide from me
All the shit that you do
You were all the things I thought I knew
And I thought we could be
CHORUS
It's nice to know you were there
Thanks for acting like you cared
And making me feel like I was the only one
It's nice to know we had it all
Thanks for watching as I fall
And letting me know we were done
CHORUS X 2
oh oh, oh oh, oh oh...
Posted at 8/6/2004 10:11:27 pm by sbvik
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"Autobiography"
By Ashlee Simpson
You think you know me
Word on the street is that you do
You want my history
What others tell you won't be true
I walked a thousand miles while everyone was asleep
Nobody's really seen my million subtleties
Got stains on my t-shirt and I'm the biggest flirt
Right now I'm solo but that will be changing eventually
Got bruises on my heart and sometimes I get dark
If you want my auto...want my autobiography
Baby...just ask me
I hear you talking
Well it's my turn now
I'm talking back
Look in my eyes
So you can see just where I'm at
I walked a thousand miles to find one river of peace
And I'd walk a million more to find what fish is which
Got stains on my t-shirt and I'm the biggest flirt
Right now I'm solo but that will be changing eventually
Got bruises on my heart and sometimes I get dark
If you want my auto...want my autobiography
Baby...just ask me
I'm the baddest girl in this messed up world
I'm a sexy girl in this crazy world
I'm a simple girl in a complex world
A nasty girl...you wanna get with me?
You wanna mess with me?
Got stains on my t-shirt and I'm the biggest flirt
Right now I'm solo but that will be changing eventually
I laugh more than I cry
You piss me off...good-bye
Got bruises on my heart and sometimes I get dark
If you want my auto...want my autobiography
Baby...just ask me
Posted at 8/6/2004 9:50:59 pm by sbvik
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Tuesday, August 03, 2004
Hey guys. Sorry it's been awhile, but then again I've never been good at updating. :-p Life has been ok, nothing too special has happened. I got the Weezer(blue) album because my friend said that his favorite song was on it and I wanted to hear it, so I bought it and omg it is the best Weezer album ever. I love it, every song, well, except for "holiday" but that's ok it's only one song. This summer has been eventful. Full of heartache, laughter, tears, meeting new people, losing friends, regaining a friendship, hanging with my roomie(shut up she's still my roomie :-p haha), singing at the top of our lungs, getting lost in Tacoma for three and a half hours, EEEEEEEEE, I'm singing here!, seeing movies more than once ;), working, bbqs, trip to the airport with Joel and Wes haha, getting lost in Seattle, seeing old friends that I haven't seen since graduation, realizing that graduation was almost 3 years ago, and just plain having fun. However, as the summer comes to and end, I look back at some things that I would love to change, and things that I wish I could experience again. Oh well, life goes on and I just have the memories of the summer. But, I must be going now. Tttyl. Bye.
Posted at 8/3/2004 12:47:48 pm by sbvik
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Wednesday, July 21, 2004
long time, short and sweet
Well, here I am, it's almost 9 o'clock and I'm wide awake. I want to go back to sleep, but i can't. This is not fun. Anyways. I'm hanging out with my friend Erin today, we're going to see a movie, I think it's "A Cinderella Story." We'll see how good it is. A lot has happened since I last wrote in here. I don't really want to go over it because it is between me and another person and I don't want to splash it over the internet for God knows how many people to see. This person has touched my life in so many ways and I never want to lose that, but I'm afraid that I have. We shall see what happens. I'm gonna go think so more like I've done for awhile now. Ttyl. Bye.
Posted at 7/21/2004 9:01:56 am by sbvik
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Thursday, July 08, 2004
Well, today is my dad's 50th birthday. Sucks that he has to work through it. So we are celebrating tonight when he gets home. It's been an interesting day so far and it's not even over yet. It started out fine, but then it got bad. I took my little brother to the YMCA for his swim lessons, which was good, then we got home and he just started being a total ass to everyone. So my mom got mad and so did I. On a happy note my mom got some wine for my dad's birthday and it's "Syrah" hehe. I'm excited :) Today is my day off, yippie, however, I haven't spent it like I wanted to. Tomorrow Jen and I are going out to lunch before I have to go to work and she goes to Lake Chelan. That should be fun. Well, I must be off. Ttyl. Bye
Posted at 7/8/2004 3:53:54 pm by sbvik
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Tuesday, June 22, 2004
i know, i know, it's been a long time
I know it has been a long time. I have been busy with wrapping up with school and working a lot. I also went to Spokane and Pullman this past week, which was fun. I got to see my older brother which was good because ever since the wedding I haven't gotten that oppurtunity very much. Anyways, my life has been pretty normal lately, just working and hanging out with my friends when I'm not working. A group of us went to see Harry Potter: The Prisinor of Askaban. Good movie and a great time seeing it with, Ashley, Shannon, Erin, Andrew, and Jaemi(and yes that is spelt correctly). Good times, Good times. Oh ya, I wanted to put some song lyrics that I found that I'm sure a lot of people can relate to.
Freak Out:
-Try to tell me what I shouldn't do
You should know by now
I won't listen to you
Walk around with my hands
Up in the air
'Cause I don't care
I'm all right
I'm fine
Just freak out let it go
Chorus
I'm gonna live my life
I can't ever run and hide
I won't compromise
'Cause I'll never know
I'm gonna close my eyes
I can't watch the time go by
I won't keep it inside
Freak out let it go
Just freak out let it go
You don't always have to
do everything right
Stand up for yourself
And put up a fight
Walk around with your
hands up in the air
Like you don't care
I'm all right
I'm fine
Just freak out let it go
Let it go
On my own
Let it go
Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Chorus
There have been times in my life where I didn't do things like that and I look back on those times and wish I could redo. However, those times make me who I am today. Like when people ask me about a best friend that I lost, and they are shocked that we aren't friends anymore, even though I wish that didn't happen, for some reason it had to. If that makes any sense. I miss her, but I can't do anything about it, and I have tried. I know in a past entry I said that I wouldn't, but I was kidding myself, that's not who I am. I'm not the kind of person to just sit around and wait for things to happens. I get out and make them happen. I tried and failed, so here I am just missing the good times we had. I just hate it that a fight between us can't be resolved. We didn't fight at all, and then it happens and we can't resolve it. Just sucks. I just look back on things that we have been through, good or bad, but we went through them together. Getting each other through tough times. I could go on and on with this subject, but I'm not going to. So with that I'm off. Time to hang with the roommate, aka Shannon( yes I know we don't live together anymore, but she's my roommate just the same so there
:-p ) haha. Tyyl. Bye.
Posted at 6/22/2004 11:31:24 am by sbvik
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Sunday, May 16, 2004
Well, I have made it through the teen years, wahoo! 20 Years!
Posted at 5/16/2004 12:45:29 pm by sbvik
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Tuesday, May 11, 2004
Well, my best friend is 21! Lucky man. His box arrived today and I haven't found out whether he likes everything that I got him. I still have 5 days until my birthday, but I'll only be 20. Oh well, I can wait to be 21. I'm in trouble when I turn 21 though, my older brothers say that they are taking me out, watch out world! I'm not even kidding. Anyways, school has been long and boring lately, I don't like it. I work 7 days in a row this week, I have 4 down 3 to go. At least they gave me Sunday off for my birthday.......SLEEP!!!! That is my present to myself. Anyways I have to eat lunch before work. Ttyl. Bye
Posted at 5/11/2004 1:27:59 pm by sbvik
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Saturday, May 01, 2004
My birthday is now officially 15 days away....wahooo! Sorry it has been so long since I have written in here, it's been busy. The rehearsals so the musical have started, there's actually a retreat this weekend, but I can't go because I have to work. I'm over it, still sucks that I can't go and spend time with my friends. It's been so much fun getting to know people in choir, like Erin, Ashley and I are always together and have quickly become really good friends. Well, lately I have been going to school and working, basically my life lately, and on top of that I have had rehearsals. I don't know how the musical is going to turn out. I guess we'll see. Today I am going shopping yet again, because I need to finish shopping for my best friend's birthday. He's turning 21! It's so much fun shopping for someone turning 21. Well, I must be going. Bye
Posted at 5/1/2004 10:34:27 am by sbvik
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Wednesday, April 21, 2004
omg sarah had time......gasp!
So I had time to write this time. I finished the two papers that I had to write. Yeah for procratination. I am the Queen of it, probably explains why I wrote a ten page paper in 24 hours last year. Anyways, the rest of my school week ends tomorrow. The teachers have a "teacher something day" or whatever. Doesn't matter to me, that means no school for Sarah. A group of us "choir people" are getting together and having lunch and hanging out on Friday before a group of us have to go to work(me being one of them). I'm ok with that though, I can sleep in and go to work and just let off steam on making drinks or whatever. Friday actually starts Summer 04' at Starbucks. Big changes in blended. No more chocolate brownie frap, don't worry we are keeping CARMEL! The brownie is actually changing recipes and changing its name to the double chocolate chip frap. I never liked the CBF, so I'm fine with the change. Anyways, so ya because of the start to summer, we get to wear our summer t-shirts instead of our polos on Fridays. I am so happy! Also, on top of that I GET PAID Friday. Wahoo! Fun times. It should be a good end to my week. That way Saturday I can go shopping for summer clothes and birthday presents. :) But alas, I must go to sleep, this computer is making me sleepy. Ttyl. Bye.
Posted at 4/21/2004 9:19:22 pm by sbvik
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